Shadow Quest

[ Ranger ] Howdy all. We haven't made an official public progress report entry that was actually posted shortly after it was written in eons . So far this blog has made me really happy and I bet I have only discovered the tip of the iceberg in my ability to customize things and add what I want to it. I don't see much point in badly summing up the last few years , so instead I'll just vaguely go over what happened since December. December through February was a rough time for us. We just barely made it through finals after an exhausting and nerve wracking semester. Gray learned something that flipped his world upside down and grieved about it for at least a month or so since. It's pretty much an open secret for what that was, but we don't like the idea of posting that explicitly on our blog just yet. I remember for about a week or two, Gray was scared and hid in the back. As for myself, I haven't been the happiest either. I struggled a lot with stress, and after ...

[ Ranger ] Howdy all! I decided that the best and easiest way to upload our progress report and other system information is by blogging it! Embrace yourselves, we are very new to blogging and will likely make lots of mistakes and bad decisions along the way. Most of our progress report is missing on our original "Shadow Quest" thread on Tulpa.info . The oldest first few posts are very old and then after a gap or two it's abandoned all together. I really like the idea of my progress report being a resource for others, but I also want people to read the progress report in the order of when the events happened, even if I publish those events on a later date. Hence, the pile of logs I have saved on my computer or stuffed away in our personal Discord server that have never seen the light of day. Unlike a blog, a thread doesn't allow me to change the timestamps or even the order of my posts. The other advantage to having a blog is no more ridiculous summary posts that are u...

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[ Ranger ] Today is a recess day, the last two days were for Spirit and Gerodious, before that was Chrome and Dark Gray. We took several breaks in between, and unfortunately we sank a lot of time since our last entry. Spirit decided he was interested in playing with being influenced by us while Gerodious is more interested in having a life similar to that of a soulbond. (10 am) At 3 am last night, Dark Gray realized how tired and overwhelmed we were. After he called on Gerodious for help, the two of them focused on trying to calm us down. Spirit and Jasper were called at different points. Gerodious was particularly intrigued that Cat was both “dormant and awake”. He described it as Cat being able to react, but unable to think. I guess it’s like Cat can’t comprehend what’s going on, but she can react to it. Spirit tried to blend with us deliberately and it made him act out. Both of us at the time were acting out, and Gerodious got the sense that we were merged with intrusive thoughts o...

[ Ranger ] It's been several months half a year basically wow since we last posted in our PR, and it was because we were overwhelmed, not because we were not logging. I feel like too much is going on at this point not to log stuff, and in the end I'll add the missing entries later. Until I get the older posts cleaned up... super quick and dirty update: I and "Cat's bro" are doing okay. We're not the best of friends, but that's okay too. Sometimes we like to play board games and play smash together. He joined the forums officially as "Flame Explosion" and likes to hang out at times. I mustered up the courage to speak in front of Cat's parents at times, and after several months of that I officially introduced myself. I feel a little bit better about being myself even though it feels awkward sometimes. We spent a lot of time trying to switch. No clear success yet but we learned a lot and tried a bunch of new stuff. Right now we’re really burne...

Dreams [ Cat ] The only reason I'm posting this one too is because I had a dream and it was important. This time, Ranger and I didn't "switch" or "pseudo-switch", whatever happened last time. Towards the end of the dream, Ranger appeared. However, this wasn't Ranger in his normal form- It was the Lego figure I used to represent the character "Gray Ranger". His motive was to find R2-D2 (because dreams), and I remember him talking to someone briefly. The next scene me, my brother, and other dream characters were on the moon, but Ranger stretched out and about, leaving behind a teal-blue trail of playdough-clay-bendy wax (I have no idea what the substance was), and acknowledging that he didn't need a space suit [because he was a Tulpa]. I also remember hugging him when he was upside down, rubbing our heads together. When I woke up, I asked Ranger if he remembered the dream and he didn't. I described to him what happened and he told me ...

Dreams [ Cat ] I feel kinda weird posting here even though it's our thread. Usually Ranger writes all of the posts in here, but this is exciting and I wanted to post about it. I had a horrible head ache this morning and with no school and a pill of Claritin, I took a nap. The dream was weird as usual, but then I turned and came across a magenta-pink poster and for some reason Ranger was in the poster. I asked him if he could make me lucid, and somehow I ended up deciding to jump into the poster. I had this weird but familiar sleep-paralysis feeling to the point I may have woken up, but it was brief and the end result was apparently Ranger taking control. He either started or continued a conversation with someone else, and it caught me off guard because he was using his voice and not mine. At one point he went down stairs to talk to more people, and at one point his voice was completely different and squeaker for a little bit until I somehow commented about it and it changed again. ...