Oh wow it's new years
[Ranger] A lot didn't happen, and most of what did happen wasn't great. We turned ourselves in to the mental hospital during the summer. Gray and I split and quickly reintegrated on two separate occasions Gray has a shard that has hung out for the last what... month at this point? We rotted for the last few months, taking a toll on Gray the most I developed a sour attitude towards cocreation (tulpamancy) I don't completely understand. My suspicion is feeling depressed I can't make progress. We had some cool dreams... that we didn't write down :( Our system holding together... somehow , really is a gift. But it's not necessarily system instability that is the problem. It's the depression, and it left a nastier mark than it had in a long time. There are some bright sides though. Blue and Ryan integrated into Jared/Jerry I did get a lot of time to heal. I got a big slice of the therapy work pie. Additionally, the big chaos in my l