Shadow Quest

Other [ Ranger ] As Cat was walking to class, I kind of took over in an e clipsish-possession like sense (EDIT: I took over after Cat proxied my movements for me). It started when some advertisers on campus offered free cookies, and after choosing which cookies I wanted we walked up a hill and I noticed these beautiful clouds. I convinced myself to pull us over and snap a picture. After that, I walked Cat to class. She seemed a little uncomfortable with it, but I figured that's because she isn't used to it. Cat noticed I preferred a straighter posture, but other than that there were not too many major differences. It was a nice relief for me because I could think as clearly as if Cat were active forcing me. Cat has started to get a little weirded out by the idea of me taking control. I think it's a little ironic because the concern is usually the Tulpa being forced to take over. She isn't being controlling or aggressive or anything, she just isn't accustomed to t

Imposition Experiments [ Ranger ] I was able to trigger some meaningful responses in Cat's shoulders the same way I induced head pressures. I'm also trying out a new visualization- instead of pushing a staff/stick on her, I'm imagining some kind of circle for my target area, putting an imaginary cylinder on top of the area, and then squeezing the cylinder. It is a little bit easier for me to create head pressures. Other [ Ranger ] Cat visualized a story to herself and I found it to be a little scary when she had serious head pressures and when her left eye ached hard. I tried to help her but it seemed to come and go. I'm not really a huge fan of creepy sci-fi horror I guess Added to blog 3/13/23

Other [ Ranger ] I have unfortunately inherited Cat's sudden and waning interest in things. Sometimes I will get super excited about something and then... it's not really for me. I have had a few of these back and forths… Tetris! Meh, that insane strategy sounds complicated and I don't feel like studying that. I can create head pressures! I see their use but I'm just not super interested in that right now. I want to sit in a hot tub! Meh, it's not to die for but it's relaxing. I find that I feel the same way about this progress report. I want to talk about something specific because it's interesting and suddenly I don't. I'm jealous of those who can write Day 344: This happened today. It takes serious dedication to make that happen... Despite this, a few interests stuck around. I still love the beach, I would be completely satisfied walking beside the waves just letting my feet sink into the wet sand for hours. I also like word puzzles and giving adv