Shadow Quest

[ Gray ] Yesterday, I finally hit a point during my therapy work where I did a big chunk of healing. I believe this in addition to a big chunk Ranger did not too long ago, we managed to make enough progress to start doing more stuff in the mind in general. Last night I was actually overstimulated and surprised by my stronger creativity skills, but that could have been the boatload of sugar contributing too. At the very least, things seemed to have improved overall. System Stuff This afternoon, I played in a sand box with Dream. He wanted to keep things simple and simple it was. I daydreamed quite a bit, my mind floating to stuff like Mark Rober's video about sand, but I was able to achieve the normal wonderland-focus feel. Things started off a bit shaky because I had some trouble focusing on the visualization warm-up. Once I changed the color to green, I made some progress. Dream encouraged me to do one detail at a time, although this may have been overly cautious on his part. ...

[ Ranger ] It's been several months half a year basically wow since we last posted in our PR, and it was because we were overwhelmed, not because we were not logging. I feel like too much is going on at this point not to log stuff, and in the end I'll add the missing entries later. Until I get the older posts cleaned up... super quick and dirty update: I and "Cat's bro" are doing okay. We're not the best of friends, but that's okay too. Sometimes we like to play board games and play smash together. He joined the forums officially as "Flame Explosion" and likes to hang out at times. I mustered up the courage to speak in front of Cat's parents at times, and after several months of that I officially introduced myself. I feel a little bit better about being myself even though it feels awkward sometimes. We spent a lot of time trying to switch. No clear success yet but we learned a lot and tried a bunch of new stuff. Right now we’re really burne...